Saturday, January 24, 2009

Prologue

Why am I doing this?
Dunno

Is it really necessary?
Dunno

Is this because everyone does this?
Dunno

Oh yes.. Now this has become a modus vivendi of young generations... That's why???
Oh crap... 

You told me not be a part of orkut
Yep...

Then why are you asking me to do this?
I said I Dunnnnnnnnnooooooooooooooo...

Will you continue this?
May be...

So tomorrow you will write the epilogue even w/o a single episode?
May be...

Are you a whacky nut???
ha ha ha....

Holy #$%^.. Get lost....

Oh yes... The above tête-à-tête is not between two weird persons.... Its between me and myself... Strange.. isn't it? 
Whenever I wanna decide something, most of the times my mind and heart will stick to the same decision. But sometimes.......... there are some contention.... 
The above is one of them.... 

So whenever my Neural Instincts and Cardio Instincts are vying like this, I just pursue what my heart says... Heart will always take benevolent decision... But brain use to ask lotsa questions before deciding anything.... But before taking any decision I just ask one petite question to my brain... Will this decision gonna mentally or physically hurt somebody??? If the answers is 'No", am game for that....

Oh yes... And all these questions are for this,

"Whether should I blog or not?"

Oh yes..... My brain responded with a positive nod...

I use to think a lot.... Just thinking... Nothing in action (as usual - shame on me :-( )...  So day before yesterday when I was driving back to my apartment after an elusive workout(!!! nice joke), I realized that am spending lots of time in just thinking and most importantly I can't remember anything that came to my mind few months back(it's not coz of amnesia) ... Coz am not taking anything seriously.... Jus think of something and just forget it forever... It's scientifically proven that 29% of the thoughts that wandered in a human mind will revisit his/her mind some other day.... So when the same thought revisits my mind, I get a feeling that I have just ignored it....  I wanna give some meaning to my thoughts.... Transferring my thought to some meaningful entity...  And this post is a stepping stone towards meeting that reality...

Most of the time my thoughts sway a lot.... Sometimes they rivet on something futile,something strange, something whirling,... Sometimes I wonder about various things... Sometimes I feel astounded looking at certain things... Sometimes i envy something... Sometimes am proud of something... Here am gonna pen down whatever comes to mind......